Extremely Lazy Day...

Its been awhile since I got to stay home the whole day. My sleeping hours has been crazy the past few weeks. I've been programmed by Nic to sleep like a normal human being (sleep before 12am and wake up by 9am), but due to the long holiday, I had and no transition what so ever back to work, my body works are struggling to adjust to the cruel environment. Even when I sleep way past 2am now, I still find myself waking up at 8.30am.

Finally, today, I get to laze around for abit. Woke up, had brunch, watch 3 episodes of 'My so called life', had a 3 hour nap, watch 'Serendipity' and had pizza for dinner. Typical bummer lifestlye. Ain't life just sweet if we could do that like everyday?

I've got work tomorrow, early morning. I've gotta go to sleep soon and wake up at 3am to a life that isn't all about watching dramas, napping and pizza. Oh well, so much for reality...

Happy One Year~

Just got back from a Bali holiday. Beautiful trip.

One year ago, at this hour, I was getting ready to meet YOU.
One year ago, I had doubts about what I was getting myself into.
One year ago, we watched Babel and talked about food the whole night.
One year ago, I didn't know what to expect of our future together.
One year ago, I was wearing a 'rainbow tee' with faded 'baggy' jeans.
One year ago, I liked YOU.

Now, so many things have changed. So many things are different.

I'm gonna meet you for The Mist tonight.
We're gonna talk about everything under the sun over dinner.
I know for sure we have a healthy relationship.
I'm way past the 'rainbow tee' and 'baggy' jeans.
I'm confident we are going to work out our future together.
Now, I love YOU.

Its funny how things evolve into something when you put your heart to it. I remember walking behind YOU, trying to keep up and avoid the crowd so I don't lose sight of YOU. Today, YOU hold my hand and keep me on the safe side of the road so YOU don't lose me.

So sayang. *Smiles*

Happy one year baby...and many more to come~

I Don't Know...

how to deal with loses...

Right at this point, I'm worried. Tried contacting you, but you can't be reached.
I know you probably wanna be left alone. But every person, regardless how much you want to be isolated from the world, must be shown some love, or what is left of it...

We can only pray for the departed.

And for you, I pray that you are still eating, sleeping and living. Please do not give up on life dear friend...

DAY SIX - I'll Be Gone...

I'm leaving for work. Will be gone for a while.
I still feel feverish and awful. But I think I'll manage.
I just can't wait to get over this and go back KL.
Hope I can survive the cold weather overseas.

Ta~

DAY FIVE - Falling Ill

I just woke up from a nap. Haven't felt well since I woke up this morning. Coughing, fever and tummy upset. The feeling sucks.

Its even worse when there is nobody here. I'm all alone.

I've gotta wake up at 4AM later for work. Damn.

DAY FOUR - The Red Box

Its actually past midnight now. So its suppose to be day five, but I'm gonna cheat a little and write about day four.

Came home from work late. Super tired. Didn't have dinner until after 10.30PM. Like kena tortured only.

Finally got to open my last present - that denim dress. *Hehe*

Super unexpected. All three gifts.

Just wish I didn't have to open it all when I'm alone.

Goodnight baby...

DAY THREE - Off To Work

I'm going off to work.
So not having YOU around doesn't feel that miserable today.
Can't wait to come home and have my day off.
Just so I can open my last pressie. *smiles*

Today just feels good somehow...