I can't believe that I haven't blogged for almost two months. This might be the longest I've left my blog at a stand still. I almost forgotten my ID and password to login, that bad.
I'm totally living a different lifestyle now. Not skipping to lunch or wedding researching anymore. I'm working. Temporary, as an admin kinda thingy for a corporate communications department in some company. I'm glad the word temporary existed. I often wonder if I'll ever survive office work since I've never really did it full time, ever in my life. Now the answer is quite an apparent - Yes. I don't think I will survive it. At least not in the corporate communications department. So much office politics, so rigid work hours, stupid jam, parking problems, it seems like the list might never end.
I guess I took up this temporary job offer cause I really felt like sitting at home feels really unproductive. I wasn't earning anything, and every time I offer to pay anything these days, people get defensive and says I'm not allowed to pay cause I'm not getting any income. I know its kinda silly to fight for this kinda stuff, I mean, who will say no to free lunch right? But I'm so used to being financially independent. I love to spend my friends and family every once in awhile. But now even my mom refuses to take allowances from me. Its so frustrating!
Also, I didn't think planning for my wedding would take up so much time. Most of the decisions I needed to make felt like it could be done over the weekend. Now weekend comes and all I wanna do is sleep and spend time with my family and friends.
Sigh~
But I won't give up. Its another one and a half months and I'm over with this job. The only consolation for me now is I get to spend every working day with my sis. She actually introduced me to this part time thing. So I'm in the same company as her. We car pool to work, we lunch together and car pool home. The only fun part about working.
I need to reclaim my happy self again....
