On Things That Has Been Happening...

I've pretty much neglected this blog since having more to do in life. Work has been non-stop and my time off just won't compensate for the tiredness and jet lag problems post work. I think I'll write a little more tonight, just to make up.

On work...

Work sucks these past few days. Like I've lost it or something. I hope its just a temporary thingy. But my heart is definitely not in this job. Now is just a earning-money-phase.

On family...

I try and stay home when I'm back in KL nowadays. My poor mommy is always left home alone while my dad goes out with his 'gay partner', Mr. Beh. On the other hand, my sister and brother goes out or too preoccupied with assignments to even know what is happening at home.

On love...

Ahh~ My favourite topic for now. All has been great with Nic. He has taught me so much and life is very interesting from his point of view. I think I know more about breaking news in sports rather than whats happening in the world now. I learned the existance of people like Paul Haggis and Inarritu. I'm embracing my girlie side and so loving it. He loves me, I love him. He is cute, I am cute, we are cute. This relationship is almost coming to a year old. I can't wait for our Bali trip. *smiles*

On friends...

I'm so guilty for not keeping in contact with friends. Cause I haven't had much time back in KL, I never actually tell people that I'm back. I'm just glad I have forgiving and understanding friends. Right? Right? *looks hopeful*

On housemates...

Haven't exactly spend much time at home or seen my housemates around much to begin with. Just know that my anticipation for the electric bills continues. And coming back to a less than clean house I left behind sorts of put me off mood. Oh well, living out is just like that. Nothing new really.

On life...

Pretty average. Everything seems okay for now.

On future...

So promising yet confusing. I want to quit and look for another job in Singapore. I want to quit and look for another job in Malaysia. I want to be a part of something I have no experience in. I want to dabble in business. But I don't know what exactly I should do. I guess only time will tell.

That's pretty much what has been happening for me.

Time Apart...

You know, that thing about giving your other half 'some space' and maintaining 'time apart' thingy in a relationship? Its so different for every couple, every individual and every phase in life.

When I was unattached, I always thought the 'me time' in a relationship is important. Maybe cause I was so used to being alone and doing everything by myself.

But now, being apart from YOU is like a punishment. Its like some kind of cruel thing someone is making me do. I think I've had too much time apart. 25 years to be exact. I don't really want that anymore.

But life is life. It is just cruel in some ways. I hate my job. And I forsee I'm gonna hate YOUR job next time. Sigh~

I miss YOU.

My Precious

Been away for a week, few days off, away for another week, few days off, going away for another week, with another few days off. I hate working.

Days off are so precious.

Thank YOU for taking day off yesterday. We had a mood swinging day at the start, but it ended all well. Dinner at Tony Roma's was great. Loved that Strawberry Romarita. We really should've claimed our free drink YOU know? Loved the strappy sandals YOU choosed. Lucky I insisted on skipping that shoe shop.

YOU know, these are the times spent that makes my days off so precious.

*Happy sigh*

Wished there were more off days than working days...