When I come back...

My landlord is gonna put up new aircons in all 3 rooms! Whee~

He is gonna raise the rent, so we demanded that he did something to the vacant room, so it'll be easier for us to rent it out. Otherwise me and Mandy have gotta move out. The new rent would be too much for us to bear.

I can't wait for those new aircons. Hahaha... Its been a whole year since I switched mine on. I don't think I can remember how it feels like to have cool air in this room anymore. Yay~

Will be gone for the week. *sigh*

Forever gone one la....what's new right?

Oh well. Will come home soon. Real soon. Sooner than YOU know it.

Ta~

Unwell

Suddenly don't feel quite well.

Sniffing, puffy eyed, blocked nose, feeling cold and I think I might have a slight fever.

Hope I can survive work tonight...

Good Sleep

I must have woke up at the right side of the bed today.

Yesterday is over. Not bothered anymore.

Today YOU are coming back. Yay~

Wish I didn't have to work till late night though....

Oh well...

Ta~

Assumptions...

Can really kill a person.

We need to trust each other more. We need to believe in ourselves more. We need to give benefit of the doubts.

Are you with me in this?

Tea With Sugar...

That is how I drink tea most of the time (if I ever do drink tea). My preference. Note the word MY.

You might drink black coffee. The only way you would drink your coffee is black. Your preference. Note the word YOUR.

Some others might prefer drinking tea or coffee with milk. The only way they know how to drink their tea or coffee. Their preference. Note the word THEIR.

You see....

Those are the exact words. Which makes US different. Me different from you, you different from others. No one person is the same. We may be alike. But never the same.

I'm frustrated with the comments people make when I say I want to quit my current job. Its my job. I don't like it. I want to leave, if I want to. Your job, you like it, you can stay for all I care.

I don't understand why some people must put force on others to think like them, to do things a certain way they would do it. I am not you. I am me. That is what makes me a different individual from you. Don't you see that?

A friend commented that it isn't wise to leave my job now. We went on to debate on the why and what not, which sent my blood pressure running high. Things which she brought up, things which she mentioned, I have thoroughly thought thru for the longest time I can remember. I know I am not clear of which career path I would like to venture into. I know I can't decide for sure what I want to do in future. But I know for sure, I don't want to be stuck here forever.

Do I really look as though I'm living in the other side of the world? People constantly talk to me as though I'm oblivious to whats happening around me. People constantly treat me like a naive kid, as if I would follow a stranger if he offered me a lolli. Do you not believe I have a brain which functions? One brain that is capable of reviewing the things others could?

I'm tired of discussing my future plans with unnecessary characters in my life. If I need an opinion from you, I would ask for one. Unless I think highly of you, keep your sarcastic comments to yourself. I don't need your sarcasm to survive, I have enough of my own.

You....lead your life....

I'll walk through mine slowly....and surely....and show you how wrong you can be in my life....

Body, Mind and Soul

I don't know what I'm feeling now. My body is tired, my mind is point blank and my soul is overwhelmed.

If only I knew the answers to what, why and how.

I guess some things are better left unsaid...

Yeah. I know. I'm crap-writing again. I told you...its that time of the year...

For the longest time...

I've been away.

I just realised recently, how different people around me have become. Or maybe its just me? Cause I'm the one who is different now, therefore, I see people differently?

Nic has told me before, that the only thing permanent in this world, is change. I couldn't agree more. There are people who might disagree, and say that they haven't changed, or they will not change. But I believe, even having said that, they will still experience a change, even if its just that little bit. They are just in denial of change.

Changes can be positive. It doesn't always have to be a bad thing. Even I have to keep reminding myself that.

You know, I think its that time of the year. June is here, July is coming. Last year I had the issue of moving out with my housemates (and my landlord's agent just called two days ago, how ironic), my planning for a holiday with mom in Japan almost screwed up, and my maternal grandfather passed away.

Maybe that's why I'm crap-writing here about change. Just ignore me if you don't know what I'm crapping. I'm going off to bed...