Early To Bed, Early To Rise

I didn't exactly sleep early. But I managed to sleep about 3 and a half hours?

Haven't had such rested sleep for a long long while...

And it had to pour heavily when I woke up. Make it even more difficult to get out of bed. Its a surprise I did and I still have some time to spare before going off for work today.

I'm super bright and chirpy today. I am sure YOU are glad I'm slowly coming out of the depressing condition. Can't wait for the weekend to be here. Its gonna be a new month soon.

I'll write something when I get back...

Ta~

The Problem About Being Happy...

is that when you are really unhappy or just merely in a lousy mood to talk, people just assume you to be the most ungrateful human on earth. They just can't stand the sight of your non-smiling-face. Everytime you open your mouth to try and excuse your lousy mood, they just scrutinise you from top to bottom.

I think that is totally unfair.

I don't judge you when you have mood swings. I don't tell you off for having a sour face. I don't bother you when I know you are detached from the world. I just leave you alone.

I want to be treated the same.

Its just one of those days...you know?
Those...let me be days...
Those...leave me alone days...
Those...I miss home days...
Those...I wanna cry days...
Those...I wanna be invincible days...
Those...let me be trouble free days...
Those...pick me up and give me a hug days...

There. Exactly seven of those days, which makes a week. I'm not even at a week yet. Only two days and you are frowning upon me. Heck. When you don't feel like talking or smiling, I even make up excuses for your behalf okay. Like maybe you are having love problems, maybe your dog is sick, maybe you are having your PMS, maybe...just maybe.

All I want now is just for you to leave me alone. All I wanna do now is to go and look for YOU instead. You makes me sulk, but only YOU can make me feel better.

U don't understand?

It's okay. Cause its my secret between me, you and YOU. So, U should go sleep now...

I've recently lost the interest to blog.

F-U-L-L-S-T-O-P.

Nosy Weird People

I am sitting here in the living room with my laptop. I am overlooking a petrol station under construction, a very quiet road and block 193 HDB flat out of the window on my right. On my left is a living room with unpacked baggage belonging to me, Mandy and Bernard.

I was happily enjoying the afternoon breeze and checking my e-mails like ten minutes ago. Then some nosy weird people walked along our corridor and started looking in at our apartment. I know how you sometimes look into people's place and you can't help it, because it's just something you can't control when you are not thinking. We use to get that all the time in Pasir Ris, cause our unit was the first one after the lift. Every single neighbour would have to pass our corridor before they reached home. Super annoying. But this is Punggol. And our unit is like at the end of the lot.

I'd understand if our neighbour (who is directly opposite of our unit) would do exactly that. But these bunch of nosy weird people were probably not even living in this block. They totally, intentionally looked into our apartment. One of the guys even tried to asked me questions. He looked in, which obviously had my attention already, and he went, "Is this a 4 room unit?"

What the ??

I tell you, I'm beginning to hate these people a whole lot. Super rude. And not to mention nosy. And no interpersonal skills whatsoever. They make me dislike them and start behaving like them just to match their super annoying behaviour. No wonder people keep saying I'm beginning to blend in.

I. Don't. Want. To. Be. One. Of. Them.

I better stop being irritated so easily. I think I need to start meditating. *breath in* breath out*