Sunday, January 27, 2008

Happy One Year~

Just got back from a Bali holiday. Beautiful trip.

One year ago, at this hour, I was getting ready to meet YOU.
One year ago, I had doubts about what I was getting myself into.
One year ago, we watched Babel and talked about food the whole night.
One year ago, I didn't know what to expect of our future together.
One year ago, I was wearing a 'rainbow tee' with faded 'baggy' jeans.
One year ago, I liked YOU.

Now, so many things have changed. So many things are different.

I'm gonna meet you for The Mist tonight.
We're gonna talk about everything under the sun over dinner.
I know for sure we have a healthy relationship.
I'm way past the 'rainbow tee' and 'baggy' jeans.
I'm confident we are going to work out our future together.
Now, I love YOU.

Its funny how things evolve into something when you put your heart to it. I remember walking behind YOU, trying to keep up and avoid the crowd so I don't lose sight of YOU. Today, YOU hold my hand and keep me on the safe side of the road so YOU don't lose me.

So sayang. *Smiles*

Happy one year baby...and many more to come~

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I Don't Know...

how to deal with loses...

Right at this point, I'm worried. Tried contacting you, but you can't be reached.
I know you probably wanna be left alone. But every person, regardless how much you want to be isolated from the world, must be shown some love, or what is left of it...

We can only pray for the departed.

And for you, I pray that you are still eating, sleeping and living. Please do not give up on life dear friend...

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

DAY SIX - I'll Be Gone...

I'm leaving for work. Will be gone for a while.
I still feel feverish and awful. But I think I'll manage.
I just can't wait to get over this and go back KL.
Hope I can survive the cold weather overseas.

Ta~

Monday, January 07, 2008

DAY FIVE - Falling Ill

I just woke up from a nap. Haven't felt well since I woke up this morning. Coughing, fever and tummy upset. The feeling sucks.

Its even worse when there is nobody here. I'm all alone.

I've gotta wake up at 4AM later for work. Damn.

DAY FOUR - The Red Box

Its actually past midnight now. So its suppose to be day five, but I'm gonna cheat a little and write about day four.

Came home from work late. Super tired. Didn't have dinner until after 10.30PM. Like kena tortured only.

Finally got to open my last present - that denim dress. *Hehe*

Super unexpected. All three gifts.

Just wish I didn't have to open it all when I'm alone.

Goodnight baby...

Saturday, January 05, 2008

DAY THREE - Off To Work

I'm going off to work.
So not having YOU around doesn't feel that miserable today.
Can't wait to come home and have my day off.
Just so I can open my last pressie. *smiles*

Today just feels good somehow...

Friday, January 04, 2008

DAY TWO - The Wrong Stop

Was super lazy today. Didn't wanna go anywhere. But I had to get bus tickets and send some belated Christmas gifts to my aunt's place. It rained. Spoilt the mood or what was left of it to go out.

When leaving Novena, thought I'd be adventureous and take a bus ride to Tampines. I had no idea how long the journey, or where to stop exactly, but I just got on the bus. It took about more than an hour to get to Tampines area. I kept looking out to see where we were going. Thought it might stop somewhere near my aunt's place. It didn't. And I ended up in Pasir Ris, taking the MRT back to Tampines to take another bus to my aunt's. Freaking whole journey took me 2 hours. I almost puked.

Got stuck there for dinner.

I make bad transportation decisions when I'm not with YOU. *Sigh*

Thursday, January 03, 2008

DAY ONE - The White Box

I didn't write about the blue box yesterday. It was my first gift to open while YOU are away. Contains super nice blue color danggling earrings. I super like it.

Today, I get to open the white box. So 'kan cheong'. I was jiggling the box, trying to hear what was inside. The purple ribbons were neatly tied in doubles. So pretty, it took me awhile to untie it. I totally couldn't guess what was in it. Then I took the lid away and uncovered another wrapper with Chanel ribbon on it. Chanel - Chance. Absolutely love it. *Super big smiley face*

Now my room lingers of that perfume smell. *MMmmmm* Nice smelling room. I'm gonna sleep so well tonight. I know it.

I'm left with one last gift. I'm practicing my patience....

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

14 DAYS AWAY - The Countdown Begins

I'm home alone. Again. But the feeling is different this time around.

I just sent Nic off at Harbour Front this evening. He's going back to KL for a long breakkie. Won't be able to join him until on the 15th. That is freaking 14 days away. Today isn't even day one.

Received some surprise presents from him just before we left the house. Such a sweetie~

*Sigh*