What's Been Happening...

I came back from work yesterday about 9 plus in the morning. Then Mandy woke up and we started our spring cleaning. A whole lot. But surprisingly, it wasn't that bad. To think I actually considered giving up and hiring the Ah Mas' on wheels before I even started. Yah...they actually have some cleaning service here called Ah Mas' on wheels. Very expensive charges too...

Anyway, we're done with the cleaning and we spoke about our contract renewal for this place. I think it's about time we start to consider about moving out, later in the year (Mandy had a pair of birkies moulding, so she finally understands how irritated I am with that matter). I don't want another last minute drama happening like last year. Bad for health.

*Thinks deeply*

So many things are linked to one single decision. What if I get my PR? Do I start looking for a new job? If I get a new job, do I still stay around this area? How long do I want to be living in this country? What if I don't get my PR? *pause* Damn...

Decisions....decisions....decisions....

Off to work~

Super short sleep. 2AM to 3.30AM. But I woke up, wide awake, and I'm super early. Was suppose to wake up at 4.15AM for work. But yeah...I'm early. I even have time to blog now before I leave.

Don't know what to talk about now. Too early in the morning, brain engine not exactly started yet. Just can't wait to go and come back. Mandy wants to spring clean the house on Monday. Hopefully the sun will be out then can wash all curtains and stuff. Not exactly looking forward to cleaning though. I can imagine all the lizard shit and unfound mould waiting for me... *Eeeww*

Anyway, I should get going. Don't miss me yah~ ^.^

Its been raining quite abit.

But everytime I look out, I just can't seem to find the rainbow after the rain....

I think I've been played out...

again...

Another day...

past just like that.

Pretty slow moving actually. Thought I would've gone out with Mandy, but she seemed a little under the weather today. So I ended up trying to clean my room.

I didn't know I had so much to throw out. And I was just thinking, that it'd be great if we could do the same with our lives isn't it? Organize our thoughts in different files and folders, throw out old information and make space for new ones, dispose unwanted things in your life and just keep those of your favourite ones...

Oh well...

I guess that's just what makes us human...

I.M.B.A.C.K.

Have been away for so long. Away from Singapore, then to Malaysia, then to Singapore, then away again, then back, then away, then back, then...then....you go figure...

I'm still living in the same nutshell (yah, the moulding one). Adelaide is married, Maureen just got married, Dian is expected to give birth two days before Valentine's, Ai Yong is expecting hers around end February, and yeah...I'm still here...

I so need to get a new table! I'm still using the foldable table which is less than a meter big. Macam those kiddy tables I use to have, only taller. I'm just waiting for my parents to come during CNY, then my dad can help me fix whatever crap I choose. Yay~

I've got to fill that damn PR form. Photocopy all the necessary. And get my company's letter. I'm sitting on this for too long already. Somebody whack me please....

Reminder to self: Please buy a new clock. You are so lost without it. Handphone is always out of reach, butt always stuck to chair. You need a new clock. You are so lost without it. Your laptop timer is so stuck in time. Even Chee Eng can't do anything about that. He says its super weird. You need a new clock. You are so lost without it.

Okay. I need to go stretch...in bed. My eyes are killing me. I need to sleep....

Great Expectations...

I have learnt from the past...not to have great expectations...

In life, in love and in family....

The lessons you have learnt before, comes back to haunt you, ever so often...

Your past makes your present...

But let's not dwell on it...

Take my hand, and I'll walk with you...

No more great expectations...

Just you, me and the future...waiting to unfold...

No more...

Great expectations...

I Pray for myself...

Tonight...some problematic fella is gonna check on my work. I need to pray that he leaves me alone. Or least gives me some space for work. I met him once last year, nasty experience. He raised a hand over me, you know, that kinda motion when you are gonna slap someone. Basket fella. My dad also never did that to me before. I could've reported his threatening moves. Now I know better what to do....just pray for me if you have time...

Anyway...baby Charrise finally spoke to me today! So sweet can die. She says things like "Doreen jie jie, come back" and "I miss you so much". Wah~ My heart melted...I miss her so much too. Can't wait to see her...

Its a Sunday

Right. No need for the ambulance. I think I would've died by the time someone read that post and called for help anyway.

I fell asleep last night. Then woke up to switch off the lights and went back to sleep again. Good sleep. But I'm still aching all over. The only good thing is that my heart beat has returned to normal rhythm. It was really scary last night. It felt as if my heart was over working itself and refused to slow down regardless what I did or didn't do.

Anyway, YeeMai is leaving soon. Sorry YeeMai, I never come and send you off. I'll see you back in KL okay? Hope you had a great time here. I really did. And it was nice to meet your friend Yen Hoe.

The weather outside looks extremely good. My bed looks extremely inviting. I think I'm gonna laze around for a little bit....

Stoning...

I wanted to write something last night. About the conversation content I had with my sis yesterday. But in the end....I think I'll just let it be...

Anyway, I'm pretty tired from work today. Physically exhausted. My heart is beating weirdly, macam gonna get heart attack soon. Maybe the tiredness is setting my body haywire. My head feels peculiarly heavy today. Probably as heavy as a big sponge soaked with water.

This is getting sleepy....let me talk about happier stuff...

like Yeemai's trip to Singapore.

She is the first friend, when asked her reason of visit to this country, states that its no other than visiting me! *So touched*

Anyway, besides eating, and staying at my place for a night, and eating, and going shopping, and eating, and taking pictures, and eating....we didn't do anything much. But I enjoyed having Yeemai around! That sums up all the time I spent with her. Hahahah~ ^.^

I seriously think I need to go lie down for a while. My heart is beating faster and my vision is getting blurry. Plus the sponge feels like its thoroughly over-soaked. If I don't post anything tomorrow, please call the ambulance for me. *no kidding* I love my family and friends....

Living 2 0 0 7

The few days in a new year.....still feels the same like 2006 to me.

Maybe I still have not exactly tune my mental into thinking its a new year. It feels a little weird this new year cause I never aim to achieve any goals or resolutions like the previous years. Not that I don't have any. More like I almost always fail to achieve them by the end of the year. So, I might as well forget about it.

Oh well...

Anyway, Yeemai is coming on Thursday! Yay~

I have so many friends visiting Singapore this year. Its great!

See you Thursday Yeemai!! ^.^\/