Losing time...

I can hardly sleep...

Haven't been sleeping well the past few weeks. Sleep late, wake up early, wake up in between, bad dreams.

Sister came and went. Nelsen bringing Elaine for holiday soon. I'm going to be missing in action after. Nic preparing to go back KL end December. My life is so fast moving now, I need a break.

I need to re-organize, get things done, prepare to start fresh for the new coming year.

I'm gonna leave for work now. Hopefully by the time I'm back, I have a proper plan worked out on how to organize everything.

Have fun while I'm gone~

On Things That Has Been Happening...

I've pretty much neglected this blog since having more to do in life. Work has been non-stop and my time off just won't compensate for the tiredness and jet lag problems post work. I think I'll write a little more tonight, just to make up.

On work...

Work sucks these past few days. Like I've lost it or something. I hope its just a temporary thingy. But my heart is definitely not in this job. Now is just a earning-money-phase.

On family...

I try and stay home when I'm back in KL nowadays. My poor mommy is always left home alone while my dad goes out with his 'gay partner', Mr. Beh. On the other hand, my sister and brother goes out or too preoccupied with assignments to even know what is happening at home.

On love...

Ahh~ My favourite topic for now. All has been great with Nic. He has taught me so much and life is very interesting from his point of view. I think I know more about breaking news in sports rather than whats happening in the world now. I learned the existance of people like Paul Haggis and Inarritu. I'm embracing my girlie side and so loving it. He loves me, I love him. He is cute, I am cute, we are cute. This relationship is almost coming to a year old. I can't wait for our Bali trip. *smiles*

On friends...

I'm so guilty for not keeping in contact with friends. Cause I haven't had much time back in KL, I never actually tell people that I'm back. I'm just glad I have forgiving and understanding friends. Right? Right? *looks hopeful*

On housemates...

Haven't exactly spend much time at home or seen my housemates around much to begin with. Just know that my anticipation for the electric bills continues. And coming back to a less than clean house I left behind sorts of put me off mood. Oh well, living out is just like that. Nothing new really.

On life...

Pretty average. Everything seems okay for now.

On future...

So promising yet confusing. I want to quit and look for another job in Singapore. I want to quit and look for another job in Malaysia. I want to be a part of something I have no experience in. I want to dabble in business. But I don't know what exactly I should do. I guess only time will tell.

That's pretty much what has been happening for me.

Time Apart...

You know, that thing about giving your other half 'some space' and maintaining 'time apart' thingy in a relationship? Its so different for every couple, every individual and every phase in life.

When I was unattached, I always thought the 'me time' in a relationship is important. Maybe cause I was so used to being alone and doing everything by myself.

But now, being apart from YOU is like a punishment. Its like some kind of cruel thing someone is making me do. I think I've had too much time apart. 25 years to be exact. I don't really want that anymore.

But life is life. It is just cruel in some ways. I hate my job. And I forsee I'm gonna hate YOUR job next time. Sigh~

I miss YOU.

My Precious

Been away for a week, few days off, away for another week, few days off, going away for another week, with another few days off. I hate working.

Days off are so precious.

Thank YOU for taking day off yesterday. We had a mood swinging day at the start, but it ended all well. Dinner at Tony Roma's was great. Loved that Strawberry Romarita. We really should've claimed our free drink YOU know? Loved the strappy sandals YOU choosed. Lucky I insisted on skipping that shoe shop.

YOU know, these are the times spent that makes my days off so precious.

*Happy sigh*

Wished there were more off days than working days...

Adult Phase

You know...

I used to wish that Peter Pan would pick me instead of Wendy to bring to that Neverland. That one place that adults are not allowed and children never have to grow up. A place where I could play child games forever, laugh or cry as much as I want and no one will think I'm crazy.

But...

On the contrary, some kids can't wait to grow up and become adults. When they're 12, they act like they're 21, and by the time they are 21, they act like they are in their late twenties (yes, please accept the fact that irregardless how much kids wanna be old, they won't wanna be older than 29). But act is totally different from being one.

Now...

I'm mid-twenties. Life hasn't exactly been smooth sailing. But I'm healthy, have a roof over my head, can wear nice clothes, I'm employed, it'll be cruel to complain. Its just that responsibilities come with adulthood. Not that attractive a package for me, especially the ones that involves money and better living conditions.

I guess...

There is always two sides to a coin. If I never grew up, I would never know the importance of family, sibling relationship, love, friendship, which are exactly the things which keeps me happy. Although tired of growing up, I'm sure there is more to gain than lose in the process.

Note: For now, I'm looking forward to growing up with YOU. Good luck! *wink*

I.M.S.H.O.C.K.E.D.

The bill finally came for last month's consumption of water, electricity and garbage disposal.

*EYES OPEN BIG BIG* *JAW DROP TO THE GROUND*

$316.53

Electricity itself was $220.52!

Never in the 3 years that I've been living in Singapore have I received such an amount of bill for electricity. Even when there were three of us (Me, Erin and Mandy) living together. This amount has to be the most ridiculous one I've seen to date.

Thanks to my new housemate.

I knew nothing good was going to come out from his purchase of a portable dryer. Plus his love of washing clothes even if it was like 3 pieces he put in the machine.

*TRIES TO KEEP EYES FROM POPPING OUT AND JAW INTACT*

I am shocked!

A Story About Siti...

Sis was sitting in the kitchen at the counter.

Her friend Wei Yen, also known as Chicken Little, also known as Siti, was washing dishes at the sink overlooking our neighbour's kitchen.

Sis: Siti, you sudah pandai ah. Boleh cuci pinggan tak ada pecah. Tapi you lambat la. Cepatlah.

Wei Yen: *No response*

Sis: Siti cepatlah Siti! Banyak lagi kerja nak buat tau.

Wei Yen: Diamlah!

Mom: Sshh! Not so loud la! The neighbour's maid is just opposite k!

Apparently, the neighbour's maid's name IS Siti.

*laughs until dies*